tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56051862541671972962024-02-20T05:01:32.016-08:00science of sreepSindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.comBlogger92125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-25160591950966487412011-09-14T06:48:00.000-07:002014-08-01T09:34:26.185-07:00hi<center><img src=http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lp7lxmjmCc1qaz59to1_500.jpg></center><br /><br />i'm still alive. <br /><br />just working and staying home mostly. saving monies. most of the money i do use goes to buying $6 matcha frappes. and all those matcha frappes go straight to my thighs. i spend most of my days watching HGTV and looking for homes online. my parents and i are going to California in October because my sister is getting married. i'm going to try my best to stay there, in san diego i think. my boyfriend is still in irvine. and we're still together ♥ lol. my braces look like they're making my teeth worse.. i have a hideous overbit now. that's why my mouth is covered. jk. it's hideous though... it makes me extremely self conscious. i'm hoping that if i stay in california, i find a good reputable orthodontist that can fix my teeth in the right amount of time. the one on guam takes like 5 years for A LOT of people i know..<br /><br />my brother just bought his first car. a 2012 scion xB. ehhhh... well at least it looks better than it's older versions. IDK. i co-signed ecause he has no credit. and my college diploma gets him $1000 off. at least it's useful for one thing. ha. so does that mean it's half mine? i just hope he makes his payment on time. or else i'm going to kill him. god, i can't wait to leave. but in a sense, i don't want to leave my grandparents... they've both gone to the ER this month.. my grandma's actually in the hospital tonight. i'm worried about them. my mom's in china right now getting eye surgery. she's supposed to be back tomorrow, but i think she's going to extend. so many things happening this month, and i'm pretty exhausted... guam's weather also sucks... keeps raining. just feels like guam is a cancer for me right now... i want to start packing already. maybe we'll move back one day. in a few years or something when my parents retire somewhere. i don't know... i'll try updating more often. until then.... good day!Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-39357091619823159262011-01-28T08:45:00.000-08:002011-01-28T08:49:00.819-08:00lachowski<div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://img545.imageshack.us/img545/6541/ciho5.png" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://img811.imageshack.us/img811/158/cicho4.png" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://img253.imageshack.us/img253/6599/ciho3.png" /></div><div style="text-align: center;">(source: tfs)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">francisco lachowski , my favorite male model</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div>Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-34341197371143011392011-01-23T03:26:00.000-08:002011-01-23T11:05:59.500-08:00dream highYes :D.<br /><br /><img src=http://img52.imageshack.us/img52/1998/fullsizephoto146883.jpg><br /><br />So, I've been watching this new Korean drama series that my boyfriend told me about called "Dream High"...starring Suzy from Miss A (female group from S. Korea). You know how sometimes songs bring back memories of a certain time in life? I listened to Miss A's songs a lot during the start of our relationship...so they'll always have some kinda special place in my heart. Anyway, I'm already super addicted to the series. thanks boyfriend. It's about hopes, dreams, competition, debt, and love (triangles). You should totally watch it. <br /><br /><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5285/5380125111_943442d32b_b.jpg><br />reminds me of mc Escher's stuff. this is us getting desserts in the village of Dededo. My brother left to San Diego a few days ago. I got teary-eyed when I had to hug him goodbye at the airport. I'm such a sensitive...I bawled my eyes out at the airport when I had to leave San Diego in August...I think I scared this lady because my eyes were so red. Anyway, even though we argue a lot, he's pretty fun to have around. He's attending university for the first time ever! I wish him luck. <br /><br /><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5206/5380125739_0666c5e88b_b.jpg><br /><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5290/5380125343_35a696eda8_b.jpg><br />sushi from Benii :). the interior decor is sooo awesome. <br /><br /><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5003/5380725442_9da5ac198a_b.jpg><br />friends' feet at my buddy's house in umatac. his backyard is literally the ocean. lucky guy. <br /><br /><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5006/5380725878_7a25766e88_b.jpg><br />so intricate. I love it. <br /><br /><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5290/5380725970_c1ee5a0a35.jpg><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5126/5380125567_a3c2b560a1.jpg> <br />keep it clean. this is a beach on Guam. ain't the water gorgeous? I was sitting in this spot (which i thought was high enough so the tide won't get me. WRONG) All of a sudden a rush of water comes outta nowhere and soaked my khaki shorts so that it perfectly looked like I peed myself... directly under my crotch and my whole back side <br />-__-. moist pants are not a good feeling.<br />Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-6194774582620648862011-01-04T21:21:00.000-08:002011-01-06T05:58:57.992-08:00plans and pipe dreams<center><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5289/5326706953_ca6c3150fa_b.jpg><br />Happy New Year! photo taken on 01.01.11 from Guam, where America's day begins </center><br /><br />To talk about 2010 would make me sad and reminiscent of the blissful times that I feel like I won't be able to experience again for a long time...so I'd rather not. le sigh. <br /><br /><u>plans for 2011</u><br />▲ I need to find a job and SAVE MONEY.<br />▲ get a tattoo!<br />▲ learn to bake, make sweets<br />▲ take more photographs.<br />▲ grow my hair out again<br />▲ read a couple of books. i haven't wholeheartedly read a book since like middle school but it's about time i tried to. so far, i have one in mind. i hope the bookstore carries a copy.<br />▲ work on my anxiety issues. I went to the supermarket today and was almost afraid to go by myself...it's strange, because I usually like going places by myself. I think I've been home too long. I never really felt this way before. <br />▲ to start and run a cafe selling sweet desserts and appetizers/snack. it'll never happen, but i can dream:)<br />▲ move to san francisco, seattle, or somewhere in southern california, get a puppy, work hard, and be happy...another pipe dream that lingers in the back of my mind. <br /><br /><center><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5123/5326706805_3e854536da_b.jpg><br /><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5249/5327316526_5f17defe21_b.jpg><br />i don't usually like cats , but i like to follow this one</center>Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-25732449665420132732010-12-28T05:27:00.000-08:002011-09-14T06:44:09.752-07:00muning<center><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5167/5299789775_00319a7844_b.jpg" /><br />hello, this is my friend's cat named "muning", which means cat in filipino. hey cat. </center><br /><br />i hope everyone had a nice holiday. i did what i've done every holiday these past few months... eat chinese food at home -__-. hmmmm. i think afterwards we went to look at christmas lights around the island with my brother and his gf, my sister from another mister. then got drinks at this little place called jungle java. they serve matcha frappes now (<u>for $6</u>. ridiculous! i could buy a whole meal with that money). and it's not as good tapioca express's either. speaking of matcha, i bought some matcha powder today - $6.50 for a tiny bag. there's something about the color that turns me on. LOL. and i love the taste. it's like subtly sweet. i'm gonna do some experimenting with it - donut glaze, drinks, cake mix, etc. <b>excited</b>. what a glutton i am. i've even been dreaming of food these days (cookies, KFC). and i wake up drooling. i think it's these damn braces affecting my subconscious.<br /><br /><center>stuff<br /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5248/5299881235_441b1d0104_b.jpg" /><br />from china. went crazy on the polka dots. but my aunt got those for me. :P<br /></center><br /><br /><center><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5009/5300155805_0541dee193_b.jpg" /><br /><br />my brother and his gf got me this kid robot donut pillow for my birthday. THEN, for christmas, they got me a mini donut maker! ♥ the glasses frames i got it at some random booth in China for like $3 USD..extremely cheap plastic. but i like the colors A LOT (it's black and fades to green). got it prescriptioned at Lenscrafters there for about $50 USD O_O... </center><br /><br />B* got his gifts in the mail today that i sent him. they were small things, but he said he really liked them and it made his day :). that made my day! i miss him.<br /><br /><b>next post</b> will be about new years resolutions, dreams for 2011 :). this blog layout needs an update. my face needs an update.Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-85864153477162509132010-12-24T01:57:00.000-08:002010-12-24T04:52:22.423-08:00my trip to guangzhou in picturesNovember 29, 2010, I left Guam for <b>Hong Kong</b> with my dad via Continental Airlines. We stayed at Nikko Hotel for a couple of nights. He was meeting with his old friends from 30 years ago. They were having some sort of reunion I guess. I just followed my dad and his friend for the most part.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">HONG KONG</span><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5043/5276562331_cae7081003_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5243/5276562515_19cb9d71a9_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5207/5276803915_b69d3a757e_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5007/5277173980_548c27925c_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5241/5277174116_7b3db33ce7_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5088/5276803723_03e6490864_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5128/5277414556_d2d369d63e_b.jpg" /><br /><br />After 2 days in HK, we went on a 2 hour train ride to Shenzhen (China). Got there with maybe one too many luggages -- China's taxi cab trunks are hella small. We ate at home for most of our trip. Did enough walking to last us a whole year. I should have bought more stuff but a lot of their clothes were for winter. The young people are pretty style conscious these days. If only I were returning back to America instead of Guam, I could have used some of those coats and sweaters and boots. OH EM JAY. They have so many shoes. SO SO SO many shoes. I only bought two pairs... of sneakers -__-. Things are really cheap, just the way I like it...but I don't think I can live there without a translator :(<div><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">GUANGZHOU</span><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5128/5277173412_cfe73230e9_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5046/5277172732_9860bba295_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5086/5277174780_ed8d30d4a9_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5241/5277174334_b8fdcf0f88_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5249/5277174460_a358e9f384_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5241/5277174636_2b2a8eee8a_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5049/5277175780_6f4738baaa_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5284/5277175660_1b926d422e_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5203/5276564325_674e0d16cb_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5250/5276563765_5621635a13_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5090/5277174916_92801bbe3e_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5009/5276565681_f6e466e52c_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5205/5277413302_890782a12b_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5161/5276561825_66d63551c8_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5130/5276561639_587c2122b6_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5126/5277179284_a115156e5f_b.jpg" width="720" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5245/5276565349_cb78b61063_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5207/5277178168_83a9d1e14e_b.jpg" width="720" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5049/5276567141_db43aa9eb3_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5127/5276566117_ac41b45095_z.jpg" width="350" /> <img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5003/5277177588_482c470f39_z.jpg" width="350" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5121/5277176950_124d7d84c2_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5082/5276565145_fe5778a100_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5170/5277175302_fda98a38b4_z.jpg" width="350" /> <img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5210/5276564981_38a0c6997b_z.jpg" width="350" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5048/5277173288_419767d29c_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5208/5277175512_88d2f5267a_b.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5090/5276568623_7564f73130_z.jpg" width="350" /> <img src="http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5247/5276561241_91eeec9b6e_z.jpg" width="350" /><br /><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5005/5277179930_4fb1ba78d6_b.jpg><br />hello, byebye.<br /><br />All photos were taken by me, so if there's any back story or question you wanna know about a photo leave a comment and I'll try to explain/answer to the best of my ability :). and also I was lazy to write up captions for each pictures. so ask meee if you're curious.<br /><br /><b><span style=font-size:20pt>OH AND MERRY CHRISTMAS! OR HAPPY HOLIDAYS. </span></b>whatever :P</div>Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-61693109025779332782010-12-21T06:51:00.000-08:002010-12-21T08:29:30.163-08:00braces in your twenties. i look 16 now.This is just a little post talking about my braces experience so far...mostly ranting >_<. You can ignore it if you'd like.. but I just wanted to write here because maybe there's someone out there who might be experiencing this. probably not, but who knows? <br /><br />People usually get braces when they're like in middle school or high school. I've been done with college for a year already... (time flew by SO fast). It kind of sucks to get braces so late in life...anyway, So on December 17, 2010, I had an appointment to get braces point on. Just a few days before that, I had 3 pre-molar teeth extracted. Getting all these teeth procedures happen at such close proximity is really unpleasant. My advice would be to wait a couple of weeks after teeth extractions to get braces. With the extractions, I've been really paranoid about getting this thing called "dry socket" so I've been super cautious about everything. I've been using my tongue and the back left corner of my mouth to eat basically. Ate mash potatoes and baby food for the first few days :P. With the braces on, it just added on to the struggle I already had with the teeth extractions. It was really sore for the first couple of days with braces. The slightest touch of any metal utensil was sooo painful. The soreness has subsided a little bit, and now only hurts on the front and right side when I bite. I've been brushing like 3-4 times a day, but my mouth/teeth/tongue feel really unclean to be honest. It feels really weird to brush the back of my teeth and to floss. Since my front teeth protrude, I can't close my mouth now with the braces on. I can't bite my lips :(... but it was a bad habit anyway. I can't pucker my lips. and worst of all, it causes me to drool A LOT. It's gross and embarrassing. My tongue has become really dry, I think because I've been using it to break food...and because my mouth stays slightly open. I think there's actually something wrong with it... because the middle of my tongue can't taste anything and it feels kind of cut. Another thing is my mouth is super small, so I feel/look/talk like I have really buckteeth :(. I lost a bit of weight. I really don't want to, I want to eat EVERYTHING, but I can't. My bf thinks the braces are cute -__-, but he's only seen me with them through Skype and I kind of look healthier on webcam. but I look almost sickly in person, especially in daylight, when I'm not smiling. How is my boyfriend going to love this face?...haha. I can't even say his name properly because I can't put my lips together as smoothly. sigh...so much complaints huh? I guess just gotta wait till my mouth can get use to itself again. <br /><br />I promise, next post will be Guangzhou in pictures.<br /><br /><img src=http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5002/5276803343_3140c643d2_b.jpg>Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-20747599171488811722010-12-10T07:29:00.002-08:002010-12-10T08:54:55.248-08:00update from gaungzhou, chinaThis update is brought to you by a random unsecured one bar internet source, whose speed is equivalent to that of dial-up connection. and Securitales, a service I so desperately paid for to unblock websites that China bans people from viewing (blogger, youtube, flickr, facebook, tumblr, twitter, etc. ---- ONLY THE BEST SITES ON THE INTERNET)<br /><br />I've been to China like once or twice before but I honestly don't really remember anything from those times. It's been an interesting trip... different way of life. I just wanted to mention a couple of random things about here. All the lights turn off at exactly midnight, very strange. Crossing the street is pretty scary. Don't pay attention to walk signals, nobody really cares about pedestrians soo look with your own eyes for cars. People at clothing markets don't really give a shit about customer service. They're all like robots. Sometimes they'll get mad at you for being too cheap (sooo funny)... speaking of which, the cost of living is super affordable here. food and transportation is ridiculously cheap. clothing prices aren't bad. bargaining is CRUCIAL (only at booths and markets and stuff though). I'm not sure how much people generally make here - but let's say if I took my miniscule salary from my boba shop job in San Diego - I can probably live a comfortable life here. <br /><br />I checked my health - not bad. I thought I had health problems, but I guess nothing was detected. I'll update more next time with more details and photos or something...maybe when I'm on Guam with fast internet:). until then........ toodloooo.<br /><br /><center><img src=http://img413.imageshack.us/img413/5449/session510180536759.jpg width=720><br />shannyn sossamon, unknown source</center>Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-88813497922581219412010-11-28T21:52:00.000-08:002010-11-28T22:29:36.561-08:00timing is keygot our passports/visa in the mail TODAY. leaving to hong kong/china TONIGHT. the agency that did our visas did not send our passports until FRIDAY. so dumb. they had to express mail it, and it usually takes about 3 days since we live on Guam. didn't think it would get in today, but it did. lucky us. not sure how i'll be able to communicate with anyone. but i'll be back in 2 weeks. <br /><br />in other news... my beloved dog of 16 years, BUBBLES, passed away on Thanksgiving Eve - November 24, 2010. it's been really hard for me to deal with... but he's in a better place now. here's a cute video from a couple years ago of him walking in shoes. soo funny.. need more happy memories :')<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/sek2iIXJVGg?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/sek2iIXJVGg?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-53882653648272220872010-11-20T10:16:00.000-08:002011-08-08T09:37:52.332-07:00new newsgot a haircut.. it's like a short medium length mullet...yuck -___- . i miss my flowy hair. it feels like grass now. i also got a webcam from bestbuy.com... because my built-in one broke. Logitech c510. it's good! or i like it. gots some pretty fun effects on it too.<div>
<br /></div><div>don't really feel like updating blog much. i don't even look at blogs much anymore. been in and out of depression for like 3 months. part of it's family. part of it's future. part of it's watching my dog suffer. part of it's being away from him. part of it's my insecurities and worrying about girls whisking him away. . mostly just feeling like I'm physically and mentally trapped in a bubble with a small straw to breathe from. i'm contemplating just running away to the states. perhaps try to support myself barely and live on my own or with bf or near bf or near brother.. but if i get braces that's just like another thing to deal with. so much complications. can it be done? am i crazy?.. i'd probably die. oh. i'm going to china with my dad in about a week to get my health checked, check on uncle, and maybe some wandering. kinda excited. hopefully i can take some photos.</div>Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-6779734465643557382010-11-07T05:01:00.000-08:002010-11-07T08:44:53.674-08:00bros bros<div style="text-align: left;"><img src="http://img230.imageshack.us/img230/2521/19769918.png" /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><img src="http://img530.imageshack.us/img530/9353/20976007.png" /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><img src="http://img710.imageshack.us/img710/8049/25104555.png" /> </div><div style="text-align: left;">these images are being hosted by imageshack because my flickr has no space :(. hmm, need to get a pro flickr account soon. been thinking about switching to Canon too. what to do..<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div>I spent this weekend with some friends - Grace (bro's GF aka my seester), Leif (old roomie in SD), and Kallen (funniest girl on the planet!). They're all my bro's grade. I think deep down, in my heart, I'm really only 21 :). We went somewhere called " shinny's " and ate chili dog and gelato. We didn't really do much else, but hanging out with them is always a fun time; especially cuz Kallen's stories are always so hilarious and entertaining.<br /><br /><img src="http://img263.imageshack.us/img263/8373/99856777.png" /><div style="text-align: left;">this is my friend kallen !</div><div style="text-align: left;"><div><div><br /><center style="text-align: left;"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4004/4579705741_3122fec8e6.jpg" /></center><div>and this is my love. </div></div><div><br /></div><div>I think sometime this week would be our 7 months. (we don't really have a day.. lol). Sometimes, I feel like I'm still dreaming or something. If there's anyone's thoughts and opinions I care more about than anyone else's in the world, it's his...I never really knew how it felt like to be sick to my stomach jealous until I started dating him. He's in California and I'm here... and it's like slowly killing me. Living with my family has been kinda difficult; it's complicated to explain, I just feel super suffocated here. I've gotten more headaches here than ever before and my hair is falling out like crazy. Remember all those times I said I missed Guam? I don't know about that anymore. I think America's the place to be...land of the free. He's asleep right now (on skype)...wish I could fly there and lay right next to him. I love and miss him so so much... </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><img src="http://img825.imageshack.us/img825/9281/signaturezw.jpg" /></div></div></div>Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-10787081949209512212010-10-13T09:49:00.000-07:002010-10-14T01:15:49.840-07:00rotary sushi<center><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4035/5078917916_2d088e4eb3_b.jpg" /><br />Sushi Tairyo Guam</center><br /><br />I finally ate sushi after a month of waiting. Two weeks ago I ate at Sushi Tairyo. It's a rotary sushi place in Tumon next to a bunch of other sushi places. It was alright.. There was a lot of fried food that I kinda wanted to eat, but I had a sore on my mouth a couple weeks ago. I was kind of nagging my parents to go eat sushi. We ate almost $50, and weren't that full yet. It wasn't really satisfying and I felt kinda guilty for letting me have sushi that day. Earlier this week I ate at a restaurant called Benii with my cousin. They also had rotary sushi... not so many choices though. In my opinion, the fish was way fresher here... the salmon was super moist. I luuurrve raw salmon. I didn't bring my camera dammit... but the interior decor was super cute...full of paper lanterns. Good place to take a date;)<br /><br />In other useless news: I added a search bar on the left side. I hope it makes navigating specific topics easier. I've been watching a lot of Law and Order lately. Hmm I bought a basktball today... a girl's sized one -__- "28.5"... I dunno, I liked the grip! I'm excited for basketball season:).<br /><br /><center><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4051/5078325457_eafc30d518_b.jpg" /><br />+ <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">니다 </span></center><br /><br />The other day, I wrote Korean on myself just for fun. Honey, if you're reading this - saranghaeee ♡Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-32477314954172206782010-10-08T04:26:00.000-07:002010-10-08T09:50:25.361-07:00i feel sooo lazy..but, In my mind, I want to do so many things. <br /><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4130/5062642956_d817b7f829_b.jpg><br /><br />I'm cooking lunch for my family tomorrow. SPAGHETTI!!! semi-Filipino style :)Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-76603099242066872582010-10-03T06:59:00.000-07:002010-10-03T09:05:14.298-07:00days go by<img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4087/5047083095_4f77e50443_b.jpg><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4105/5047704192_be82b28aac_b.jpg><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4131/5047083235_86e12152ff_b.jpg><br /><br />I went exercising on the beach at like 6:30am the other day with my mom and her friend. I wish I had that... a girl friend that I can go on jogs with... talk about random personal shit with. I feel like I can't really talk to people because I feel like I'm burdening them. That, or I just feel really awkward when talking. I've been kind of lost for a while...Sometimes it's hard for me to eat. nothing feels satisfying. I just eat to refrain from being hungry I guess. I don't know what I'm doing with my life right now... just going with the flow, I suppose.<br /><br />Anyway, It was the first time I set foot on the beach since I arrived 1.5 months ago.. We ate Subway right after. I got a 6-inch tuna sub... what I always get. and a can of orange juice (interesting...) It was so refreshing. I LOVE OJ. My mom tried waking me up this morning to go walking again, but I refused. I was still sore. We're going again tomorrow. I have 4 hours to sleep. I just drank a Mr. Brown coffee. good thing coffee does absolutely nothing to me.Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-41637123913662755742010-09-26T03:55:00.000-07:002010-09-26T08:37:18.087-07:00a wish is a dream your heart makes<img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4145/5015406588_f642715fea_b.jpg" /><br /><br />My favorite tank top. there are holes on the bottom... I hate when that happens.<br /><br />My high school friend's b-day is this weekend. gonna take loads of pictures. and eat FOOD OTHER THAN CHINESE FOOD... I can't wait. I just sneezed. it felt so good. LOL... ok I'm going to bed now.Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-19479881391188295362010-09-22T09:15:00.000-07:002010-09-22T11:36:33.807-07:00brewing in me brain<center><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4091/5011520821_91d2e4a52b_z.jpg" /></center><br /><br />Yesterday, my friend and I went to Mt. Lam Lam Sno n' Ice Cream. I wrote an entry about their soft serve chocolate ice cream <a href="http://scienceofsreep.blogspot.com/2008/11/shark-bait.html">here</a>, like a million years ago... because that's basically the only reason why I ever went there before. So we get there ... and it's crossed out from their menu?? They only had crappy vanilla. I refuse. I was so. disappointed...I just got a snocone (pictured above) which I didn't even end up finishing.<br /><br />SO ever since I left California, my laptop and I have become siamese twinsies. I need to find a job T__T. I must save save save for the future I have planned in my mind. I MISS THERE. I MISS BOYFRIEND<3. I MISS BROTHER. I MISS FREEDOM. See like right now, it's 4:30am and my dad just knocked on my bedroom door to tell me to sleep -__-... Goodnight.Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-15631412094747214882010-09-16T01:00:00.000-07:002010-09-30T23:40:50.343-07:00wildfox cozy<img src=http://img838.imageshack.us/img838/7215/wildfox3.jpg><br /><img src=http://img827.imageshack.us/img827/4665/wildfox2.jpg><br /><img src=http://img820.imageshack.us/img820/9318/wildfox1.jpg width=720><br /><center>source: wildfox blog</center><br /><br />This is an loft apartment somewhere in Downtown L.A...found it on the wildfox blog. I LOVE IT. It's not too neat nor too messy. Spacious and cute, not too small. I don't know, I think it's perfect. It just looks so freaking cozy. <br /><br /><center><img src=http://img137.imageshack.us/img137/2658/misshaperfectcoverbbcre.jpg><br />source: google images</center><br /><br />Update with life: I bought this thing called Missha BB Cream No. 23 from eBay. I heard a lot of good things about it from YouTube :D. It supposedly helps with clearing blemishes, anti-aging, SPF protection, ALL WHILE evening out your skin tone...sounds too good to be true. I can't wait. I've also been experimenting with liquid eyeliner, LOL... it's pretty cool. I have an appointment in late October to get my teeth cleaned as well as 3 teeth extracted, BECAUSE.... wait for it...I'm going to get braces. I'm seriously more scared (and semi-self-conscious) for the teeth extraction than I am for the braces. I don't wanna look like a hobo D:<br /><br /><br /><B>EDIT</b>: instead of a separate post, I thought I'd just put here a follow up of getting my stuff in the mail :)<br /><br /><center><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4124/5032201571_2447a98153_b.jpg></center><br /><br />spongebob, hehe. I love getting packages. Receiving anticipated mail is like... one of the best things in life. Anyway, I ordered Missha BB Cream (No. 23) from ebay seller <a href=http://myworld.ebay.com/spicygoods>spicygoods</a>. It came in the cutest little packaging ever + a handwritten note.<br /><br /><center><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4128/5032821988_0f40716143_b.jpg><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4109/5032822048_7d05147741_b.jpg></center>Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-27296931238503991392010-09-12T08:04:00.000-07:002010-09-12T10:08:18.635-07:00gpopsI've been on Guam for almost a month... been eating pretty Chinese food everyday (dad's cooking). I mean, I love his food, but I need some variety like right now. like SUSHI... mmmmm. I've been spending all of my days with my grandparents. Is it wrong that I have a favorite? I feel like my grandpa GETS me. He still has all his marbles, he's genuinely funny and extremely simple. He watches TV and sleeps, when he can. He remains candid when I take his picture, just real and honest. I feel like sometimes, we're on the same boat... always being treated like kids, when really we're just misunderstood by stubborn old ladies, lol... that is all.<br /><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4086/4983064888_58d1e79e4f_z.jpg><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4111/4983064806_7e3158d04d_z.jpg><br /><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4124/4982120331_e490f3598c_b.jpg><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4128/4982721972_cbcb9e4811_b.jpg><br /><br />p.s. his ingredients fell into the pot this way :)<br />p.p.s. I love mooocow :DSindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-23239775406276594812010-09-01T05:41:00.000-07:002010-09-02T06:15:36.714-07:00edited this entry.<img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4103/4948599648_8ba540c93a_b.jpg width=720><br /><center>(pardon my ugly feet)<br /><br /><img src=http://img176.imageshack.us/img176/7462/imgthinga.jpg><br />I picked OPI's <b>Hey! Get in Lime!</b> </center><br /><br />It just stood out to me among the glittery red, magentas, fuschias, and gold....old lady colors. j/k. I just noticed it matched my post title entry color too. Maybe that's why I liked it so much. Also, Let's pretend that whole job interview never happened. It's out of my brain. I honestly had like 0% marketing experience for it, so I wrote a letter removing myself as a candidate. Hopefully my mom and dad can allow me to help them with their business. I wish I could pursue something silly like candid photography or taking photos of stupid things like I usually do.<br /><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4145/4950646147_04d715dcf6_b.jpg width=720><br /><center>Confucius say: <i>Find a job you love and you'll never work a day in your life</i></center><br /><br />In other news, I miss my honey. more updates to come soon~Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-12958024891996816012010-08-15T21:26:00.000-07:002010-08-16T22:37:35.123-07:00hot as hellHello from Guam! It's my second day here so far. It's sooo hot. I feel like my face is melting 24/7. I miss San Diego, kind of. I hate to say it, but I miss the coldness of the States ... just a little bit. I miss my love. I miss everyone. Being here is a little depressing to be honest. My 112 year old chihuahua dog is on the verge of dying :( and I'm stuck with my mom because my dad left to China yesterday. She talks too much and I don't like hearing the things she says because they're so one-sided sometimes. Anyways, just an update on my life! I hope everyone's doing well:)Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-65024232187725019182010-07-22T22:37:00.000-07:002010-07-23T21:08:32.484-07:00hiI've been dating this new guy since April. <br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4013/4580339242_83bb7db9f4_z.jpg><br /><br />that's why I've been MIA. I'm so sorry :( <br />Another update is, <br />My parents have decided for me that I'm leaving here.<br />So I'm extremely sad right now.<br />Perhaps I'll get another blog name. <br />I'll try to keep you guys posted!<br />I really appreciate all you readers.<br /><br />-Sindy.Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-88163341819744176432010-05-27T05:00:00.000-07:002010-05-27T09:56:28.706-07:00:(the future of this blog is uncertain.Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-86225011925382736952010-03-21T03:31:00.000-07:002010-03-21T06:38:35.509-07:00crush, a bit.1) I AM SOOO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN ALMOST A MONTH. I had an important issue I had to worry about, therefore I've been working like almost the full-time amount of hours. I somewhat took care of my problem so hopefully, I can update more. PLUS, SPRING IS HERE! I think...<br /><br />2) RIP NUJABES. I didn't realize he had such an huge following. I don't know where I how I first heard of him, but it was many many years ago... I think it was "Lady Brown". His beats were so relaxing... instant mind clearer. listening to "Feather" always made me happy:)<br /><br />3) The weather was nice this weekend. got new used toy in the mail the other day. I'M LOVING IT. <br /><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4034/4449682581_c7f3903289_o.jpg width=720><br /><img src=http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2682/4449682677_4a6b9cb4bc_o.jpg width=720><br /><br />4) How do I handle this little school girl feeling? I feel like I'm like 13. I'm also as exciting as a rock. I know I'm gonna end up old and alone. with a bunch of cats and/or dogs :(Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-67817673245380196992010-02-22T04:50:00.000-08:002010-02-22T07:04:51.401-08:00guten morgen<center><img src=http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2792/4364951286_d20da2232c_o.jpg><br>hmmm, the lighting makes my nose looks ginormous in this photo D: </center><br /><br />I don't know what to write about anymore...nothing of substance, anyway. I don't go out much these days. I feel like I talk less too. I just go to work and sleep (at the wrong time!). Though I like work, I feel like a robot, somewhat. <br /><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4020/4379010648_f9c693f504_o.jpg ><br /><img src=http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2752/4378258339_0ea564c356_o.jpg ><br />This was dinner a few days ago: crunchy and rainbow (salmon) rolls from sushi deli 3 + arizona green tea (in a can=the best drink in the world). domo domo domo.<br /><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4009/4379030070_76803aa901_o.jpg ><br /><img src=http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2734/4378258419_827f293eda_o.jpg ><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4001/4378258463_6ab5ab1101_o.jpg ><br />look at my huge pocket! I love this tank..it's so free and flowy. I got it from Nordstrom Rack. fake denim leggings from Marshalls. yes, I am cheap and love bargains.<br /><br /><img src=http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2782/4378258521_18c7afeb61_o.jpg ><br /><img src=http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4050/4379030012_c2cdd0e7f1_o.jpg ><br />went to a friend's birthday gathering yesterday. This was her hello kitty cupcake cake! and random, but cute! Japanese baby. I love taking pictures of cute babies. I also love Japanese. <br /><br />SO, it's 7 am now. and I have work in 5 hoursSindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com23tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5605186254167197296.post-69431384273512788812010-02-14T05:30:00.000-08:002010-02-14T06:43:10.348-08:003 in 1<center><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2783/4355583551_fe62fdd32b_o.jpg" /><br />happy chinese new year + valentines + single's awareness day :)</center><br /><br />I got bored and made this in photoshop/paint with googled images of colored tissue paper; inspired by a doll I saw on flickr. 2010 is the Year of the Tiger, that's me!Sindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11396223030072744775noreply@blogger.com7