days go by

I went exercising on the beach at like 6:30am the other day with my mom and her friend. I wish I had that... a girl friend that I can go on jogs with... talk about random personal shit with. I feel like I can't really talk to people because I feel like I'm burdening them. That, or I just feel really awkward when talking. I've been kind of lost for a while...Sometimes it's hard for me to eat. nothing feels satisfying. I just eat to refrain from being hungry I guess. I don't know what I'm doing with my life right now... just going with the flow, I suppose.

Anyway, It was the first time I set foot on the beach since I arrived 1.5 months ago.. We ate Subway right after. I got a 6-inch tuna sub... what I always get. and a can of orange juice (interesting...) It was so refreshing. I LOVE OJ. My mom tried waking me up this morning to go walking again, but I refused. I was still sore. We're going again tomorrow. I have 4 hours to sleep. I just drank a Mr. Brown coffee. good thing coffee does absolutely nothing to me.


2 Responses to “days go by”

lynnette said...
October 9, 2010 at 8:09 AM

Aww Sindy...if it's of any comfort, I do feel that way sometimes. About not having a super close knit group of girl friends I can talk throughout the night to (the way they have it in Sex In the City ;p)(that's kinda like the most awesome girl power group i can think of at the moment)...

Are you doing alright now though? You sound lost... If I can help in any way...

I can't believe it's so bright over there at 6.30 in the morning!

Sindy said...
October 10, 2010 at 4:08 AM

i'm doing ok for now... i am lost... it's like a battle of heart vs. brain :(

lol it gets bright fast. but i think that was around 7:30 already

Post a Comment

herro there!