holiday foods

I went back to my old banner... I missed it. I hope everyone had a good Christmas. On Christmas eve, my boss treated us to Buca de Beppo (Italian) Christmas dinner. YUM... We ordered waaaay too much. I stuffed my fat face.

On Christmas, my brother and I went to eat Thai food at this place right next to our house because it was OPEN. Not your typical holiday meal... but it was so delicious. I love that a lot of Asian places stay open on Christmas<3.

Oh yeah, WATCH THIS.
It's magical.



I passed my classes = I AM DONE, SON

so fun ♥ I want to practice more...


my roommates, Leif and Charles. adorable:)

at work. I turned 23 over the weekend... didn't really do anything to celebrate. I just played some basketball with friends and went to work that night. lovely work family got me cake and apple pie while I was working!


new banner does not match. with red holiday plate. need to post a new entry so I don't have to look at it next to each other.

I wanna get one of these lamps, just so I can put a mustache and maybe a hat on it. photo source: park & cube, ( shini - i love this )


12/13/09 - I woke at up 5pm -___-. I had work at 6pm. hahahah... came home at like 1:40am to a batch of cookies that my neighbor baked for us! on a holiday themed plate and everything! how nice :)

I'm not even sleepy.. blog blog blog. It's 5am. I always miss home (Guam). There's news about a huge military expansion on island that's going to take place within the next 5 years. It kind of makes me sad in a way. I hope things work out for the best. I miss Seattle too.. I need a haircut. I'm getting a bunch of tangles and split ends and shiz. I sound really A.D.D.

so beautiful ♥ my background. (sauce: tfs)

holding my breath

first pic from tfs.

I just took my (hopefully LAST) final exam online a few hours ago. I don't think I did too well.. so much stress these past few days. My contacts broke and I have to wait a while for new ones to come in, so I'm like... kind of but not really blind. I'm a -2.00 in both eyes, which is REEEEALLY miniscule compared to a lot of people. but for me, clear vision is like my... security blanket.

my husband for your pleasure

photos from; i put two pages into one and took out some content for the second photo.

Joseph Gordon Levitt in the December issue of GQ magazine. that sweater and his face - ADORAABBALLSSSS

!!! almost done with school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE. MUST PASS. someone take my internet access away so I can concentrate.

bloody eyeball

source: all-antm

Nicole Fox, winner of America's Next Top Model cycle 13. She's so beautiful.. her ethereal red hair and green eyes are a perfect pair. I think she's my favorite ANTM contestant.. she was so mellow and real on the show. On the finale, while she was talking to Tyra and she said something that really hit me ...

" I feel really, really awkward and isolated. I'll meet new people and want to be their friend but I just have no idea what to say..."

That's exactly how I feel sometimes...a lot of the times. haha.. k. I'm off to a friend's house for Thanksgiving dinner. He felt so sad for us kids whose parents are on Guam. Happy Thanksgiving!!!

lucky cherrrms

I woke up at 3:30-ish in the afternoon today. or yesterday rather. with a MASSIVE headache..I had a nightmare. man of dreams rejected me. sighs. Anyway by the time I was done showering and stuff, the sun was setting. how depressing.

We ate at this place called curry world the other day... the spaghetti I ordered was tasty, but there's something about their food that turns me off. like I'm eating plastic. idk. My stomach got really bothered after eating there. Their interior is really nice though. After dinner we went next door to this yogurt / waffle place called Hue Cafe. Their interior was really sweet too.


Douglas Booth

Christian Cooke

Jamie Campbell Bower

They're all young talent from the UK. Jamie Campbell Bower, he's in the NEW MOON AND Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! I love British. my most favorite musicians are British. and nobody cares wakawakawaka :P

sindy go home

I'm still coughing. went to the school clinic and all they did was give me cough medicine and antibiotics. It's getting slightly better I guess...but how can I tell if this cough medicine is suppressing my cough!?!? AHHH there is a cricket crawling on the wall.... I thought it was a spider.

Did anybody get to see the meteor shower? I forgot -___-. I love space. My desktop is a galaxy (no joke!). I'm really drawn to this shirt from the Zara lookbook NOV 2009. I'm loving all the neutral colours they used in their entire lookbook.. but I really love space. so purty.

I skipped my 5PM class on Monday...couldn't make it. I had to go to DMV to renew my license and by the time I got home, it was already past 5. I waited about 1.5 hours, took my picture - which I 'm sure will be really awkward looking - and left. I have TWO more Monday lectures left, and hopefully I will be done with college forever!!! A paper, online discussion participation, a quiz, and an exam will be due within the next few weeks for this class.

I really want to go back to Guam. but I can't quit my measly little minimum wage job now, I just started. I like it too. but I feel like I can't breathe out here, like I'm TRAPPED... which is weird because the U.S. is ginormous and Guam is a little tiny island in the middle of nowhere. sighs.... whatevs. on a superficial note, I bought black leather boots last month. and went to Vegas with friends to visit another friend. ate some damn good cheesecake at a cheap buffet. YUPYUP!

beanie, dress ($5!!!) from buffalo exchange; cardigan by LUX ($10!) at school flea market booth :) i freekkken love bargains.

night yalls. I have work in 7 hours.


My computer sounds like it's going to die. I was in class on Monday and it was soooo loud that people actually stared. Anyway, it's been 1 year since my first post today! nothing is going on in my life - just school and work. I was sick last week and I think I got sick again? I've been coughing my lungs out since Saturday. Other than that, my life is pretty dull... lonesome. Halloween was okay. I was a cat lady. We ate korean food and drank soju in our costumes. That is all. I feel like I've been wearing the same clothes every dang week. I still have a bag of clothes in the garage that I need to donate/sell. I bought some stuffs online though :)


karlie kloss

source: Jak & Jil


I really really love her face; I dunno. I love how her eyelids almost overlap her eyes, but not really; her perfect nose; her tiny lips; and OMG HER EYEBROWS <3. She was born on August 2, 1992, which makes her what.... 17??! a fetus.

I went to the beach today. It was overcast and ugly. My friends went in the water... which is pretty much suicide here in the U.S, especially during fall. I miss Guam's warm ocean water :(. Anyway, after beach, I went to work from 6 till 1:30am. I've worked everyday this week. I have work again in 6 hours! whatever. get money, get paid!

sun on my shoulders.

but they got sunburned.

I went to an annual festival over the weekend called PIFA. It's when Pacific Islanders gather in San Diego to celebrate in music, dance, food, and culture. It's like the same thing every year, but I love it... I ate a huge box of Guam food<3

ribs, chicken, red rice, pickled cucumber and daigo, and chicken kelaguen

My summer is officially over. I had my first class yesterday. I took classes with this prof. like 4 or 5 times in a row. It's boresville, but I prefer familiarity so it's okay.

The wedding in Seattle was beautiful. I love Seattle... it's so refreshing. I miss it. It's kind of like SF but cleaner. I seem to like cold cities and warm islands - how ...weird. The people that I encountered/observed were incredibly nice. The bicyclist guy riding his bike gave me a smile as he rode by. even the security at the airport was super cool. future potential living place. UGHHHH CALIFORNIA.

Seattle is so green.

wall of gums and my tiny contribution

rows of pasta at pike's market

Ivar's. The calamari literally tasted like homeless man. The hummus was good...but the server guy took my plate away before I could finish...arghh! They do, however, have a delicious 75 cent cup of clam chowder. It's the same price at their airport - what a deal.

me (and my awkward hand) and a middle school friend outside the church.

Southwest airlines hot chocolate <3

I don't know if I want to continue blogging anymore. I have noo motivation. lack of feedback is kind of sad, even though I know I shouldn't really care about stupid things like that. but gash, I'm like extremely boring duh. What can I do? Goodnight y'alls.