new news

got a haircut.. it's like a short medium length mullet...yuck -___- . i miss my flowy hair. it feels like grass now. i also got a webcam from because my built-in one broke. Logitech c510. it's good! or i like it. gots some pretty fun effects on it too.

don't really feel like updating blog much. i don't even look at blogs much anymore. been in and out of depression for like 3 months. part of it's family. part of it's future. part of it's watching my dog suffer. part of it's being away from him. part of it's my insecurities and worrying about girls whisking him away. . mostly just feeling like I'm physically and mentally trapped in a bubble with a small straw to breathe from. i'm contemplating just running away to the states. perhaps try to support myself barely and live on my own or with bf or near bf or near brother.. but if i get braces that's just like another thing to deal with. so much complications. can it be done? am i crazy?.. i'd probably die. oh. i'm going to china with my dad in about a week to get my health checked, check on uncle, and maybe some wandering. kinda excited. hopefully i can take some photos.


4 Responses to “new news”

Anonymous said...
November 21, 2010 at 2:51 PM

best of luck to you... please keep updating your bog. it's lovely, and so are you. :)

Sindy said...
November 22, 2010 at 9:03 AM

thanks anon.. i'll try my best to keep updatin. but thanks so much :)

Anonymous said...
November 27, 2010 at 6:01 PM

Aww, Feel better soon! I'm sure your bf loves you very much and because he loves you, no girl can whisk him away. Life can be difficult sometimes but by pushing through the tough times, you'll learn from it and become a stronger person.

I really hope to see updates from your blog!! <3

Lola said...
November 29, 2010 at 11:56 PM

I LOOOVEEE your blog.
I always check to see how well you're doing...
Good luck with everything.
May it all work out.

Post a Comment

herro there!