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Nicole Fox, winner of America's Next Top Model cycle 13. She's so beautiful.. her ethereal red hair and green eyes are a perfect pair. I think she's my favorite ANTM contestant.. she was so mellow and real on the show. On the finale, while she was talking to Tyra and she said something that really hit me ...

" I feel really, really awkward and isolated. I'll meet new people and want to be their friend but I just have no idea what to say..."

That's exactly how I feel sometimes...a lot of the times. haha.. k. I'm off to a friend's house for Thanksgiving dinner. He felt so sad for us kids whose parents are on Guam. Happy Thanksgiving!!!

lucky cherrrms

I woke up at 3:30-ish in the afternoon today. or yesterday rather. with a MASSIVE headache..I had a nightmare. man of dreams rejected me. sighs. Anyway by the time I was done showering and stuff, the sun was setting. how depressing.

We ate at this place called curry world the other day... the spaghetti I ordered was tasty, but there's something about their food that turns me off. like I'm eating plastic. idk. My stomach got really bothered after eating there. Their interior is really nice though. After dinner we went next door to this yogurt / waffle place called Hue Cafe. Their interior was really sweet too.


Douglas Booth

Christian Cooke

Jamie Campbell Bower

They're all young talent from the UK. Jamie Campbell Bower, he's in the NEW MOON AND Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! I love British. my most favorite musicians are British. and nobody cares wakawakawaka :P

sindy go home

I'm still coughing. went to the school clinic and all they did was give me cough medicine and antibiotics. It's getting slightly better I guess...but how can I tell if this cough medicine is suppressing my cough!?!? AHHH there is a cricket crawling on the wall.... I thought it was a spider.

Did anybody get to see the meteor shower? I forgot -___-. I love space. My desktop is a galaxy (no joke!). I'm really drawn to this shirt from the Zara lookbook NOV 2009. I'm loving all the neutral colours they used in their entire lookbook.. but I really love space. so purty.

I skipped my 5PM class on Monday...couldn't make it. I had to go to DMV to renew my license and by the time I got home, it was already past 5. I waited about 1.5 hours, took my picture - which I 'm sure will be really awkward looking - and left. I have TWO more Monday lectures left, and hopefully I will be done with college forever!!! A paper, online discussion participation, a quiz, and an exam will be due within the next few weeks for this class.

I really want to go back to Guam. but I can't quit my measly little minimum wage job now, I just started. I like it too. but I feel like I can't breathe out here, like I'm TRAPPED... which is weird because the U.S. is ginormous and Guam is a little tiny island in the middle of nowhere. sighs.... whatevs. on a superficial note, I bought black leather boots last month. and went to Vegas with friends to visit another friend. ate some damn good cheesecake at a cheap buffet. YUPYUP!

beanie, dress ($5!!!) from buffalo exchange; cardigan by LUX ($10!) at school flea market booth :) i freekkken love bargains.

night yalls. I have work in 7 hours.


My computer sounds like it's going to die. I was in class on Monday and it was soooo loud that people actually stared. Anyway, it's been 1 year since my first post today! nothing is going on in my life - just school and work. I was sick last week and I think I got sick again? I've been coughing my lungs out since Saturday. Other than that, my life is pretty dull... lonesome. Halloween was okay. I was a cat lady. We ate korean food and drank soju in our costumes. That is all. I feel like I've been wearing the same clothes every dang week. I still have a bag of clothes in the garage that I need to donate/sell. I bought some stuffs online though :)