i feel sooo lazy..

but, In my mind, I want to do so many things.



I'm cooking lunch for my family tomorrow. SPAGHETTI!!! semi-Filipino style :)

days go by

I went exercising on the beach at like 6:30am the other day with my mom and her friend. I wish I had that... a girl friend that I can go on jogs with... talk about random personal shit with. I feel like I can't really talk to people because I feel like I'm burdening them. That, or I just feel really awkward when talking. I've been kind of lost for a while...Sometimes it's hard for me to eat. nothing feels satisfying. I just eat to refrain from being hungry I guess. I don't know what I'm doing with my life right now... just going with the flow, I suppose.

Anyway, It was the first time I set foot on the beach since I arrived 1.5 months ago.. We ate Subway right after. I got a 6-inch tuna sub... what I always get. and a can of orange juice (interesting...) It was so refreshing. I LOVE OJ. My mom tried waking me up this morning to go walking again, but I refused. I was still sore. We're going again tomorrow. I have 4 hours to sleep. I just drank a Mr. Brown coffee. good thing coffee does absolutely nothing to me.

a wish is a dream your heart makes

My favorite tank top. there are holes on the bottom... I hate when that happens.

My high school friend's b-day is this weekend. gonna take loads of pictures. and eat FOOD OTHER THAN CHINESE FOOD... I can't wait. I just sneezed. it felt so good. LOL... ok I'm going to bed now.

brewing in me brain

Yesterday, my friend and I went to Mt. Lam Lam Sno n' Ice Cream. I wrote an entry about their soft serve chocolate ice cream here, like a million years ago... because that's basically the only reason why I ever went there before. So we get there ... and it's crossed out from their menu?? They only had crappy vanilla. I refuse. I was so. disappointed...I just got a snocone (pictured above) which I didn't even end up finishing.

SO ever since I left California, my laptop and I have become siamese twinsies. I need to find a job T__T. I must save save save for the future I have planned in my mind. I MISS THERE. I MISS BOYFRIEND<3. I MISS BROTHER. I MISS FREEDOM. See like right now, it's 4:30am and my dad just knocked on my bedroom door to tell me to sleep -__-... Goodnight.

wildfox cozy

source: wildfox blog

This is an loft apartment somewhere in Downtown L.A...found it on the wildfox blog. I LOVE IT. It's not too neat nor too messy. Spacious and cute, not too small. I don't know, I think it's perfect. It just looks so freaking cozy.


source: google images

Update with life: I bought this thing called Missha BB Cream No. 23 from eBay. I heard a lot of good things about it from YouTube :D. It supposedly helps with clearing blemishes, anti-aging, SPF protection, ALL WHILE evening out your skin tone...sounds too good to be true. I can't wait. I've also been experimenting with liquid eyeliner, LOL... it's pretty cool. I have an appointment in late October to get my teeth cleaned as well as 3 teeth extracted, BECAUSE.... wait for it...I'm going to get braces. I'm seriously more scared (and semi-self-conscious) for the teeth extraction than I am for the braces. I don't wanna look like a hobo D:


EDIT: instead of a separate post, I thought I'd just put here a follow up of getting my stuff in the mail :)



spongebob, hehe. I love getting packages. Receiving anticipated mail is like... one of the best things in life. Anyway, I ordered Missha BB Cream (No. 23) from ebay seller spicygoods. It came in the cutest little packaging ever + a handwritten note.